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sometimes it seems impossible but thats why we pray.

Jul. 30th, 2008 | 12:23 am
mood: okayokay
music: august rsuh

As days go by
and fade to nights
I still question
why you left
I wonder how
it didn’t work out
but now you’re gone
and memories all I have for now
but no it’s not over
we’ll get older we’ll get over
we’ll live to see the day that I hope for
come back to me
I still believe that
we’ll get it right again
we’ll come back to life again
we won’t say another goodbye again
you’ll live forever with me
someday, someday
we’ll be together
someday, someday
we’ll be together
I heard someday
might be today
mysteries of destinies they
are somehow
and are someway
for all we know
they come tomorrow
for today
my eyes are open
my arms are raised for your embrace
my hands are here to mend what is broken
to feel again to walk on the face
I believe there is more to life
oh I love you much more than life
and still
I believe I can change your mind
revive what is dying inside
and someday, someday
we’ll be together
someday, someday
we’ll be together
someday, someday
we’ll be together
we’ll be together
we’ll be together
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May. 2nd, 2008 | 07:29 pm

Hey journal

Its been a while.
About 3 years.

I'm pretty torn right now.
My heart hurts left and right.

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its been a while

Oct. 18th, 2005 | 09:36 pm
mood: crushedcrushed
music: ben harper- alone

so. just lettin everyone know that im stil here on Live Journal, jus not so much. i havent been on in like 6 months. so yes. indeed im still alive. some changes but all is good. im me or go to my myspace...bambi_10 is my name. take care everyone.

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Jan. 27th, 2005 | 08:20 pm
mood: flirtyflirty
music: "wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up in the morning.."

Jane is a typical college girl who enjoys life
the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much
texts him every now and then.
Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in a call
in los angeles. He's always busy doing so many
things. He only manages to reply to Jane's
when he got off from work.
One time mark receive a message from
jane : "hi
baby! how are you? i miss you! call my house when u get home..take care! i love you!"
mark ignored the message because he
receives the same message whenever it is
time for
him to go home from work.
"baby, i miss you..did u eat yet?! take care when you get home! ill be waiting for your call..i love you!"
"baby, where are you?! its unfair that you dont reply to my texts... well, im just gonna wait for your call..i love you!"
Mark reaches home and lays on his bed. The
time he knew is that he's reading Jane's text.
He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't
return jane's call. He can still hear his phone
beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on
When he woke up the next day, he remembers
he needs to call Jane. He ignored the
and dialed Jane's .. No one's answering in
house. He called up her cellphone and he
surprised that her father answered the call. In
voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart
tearing apart.
"Mark, why havent you called?. Jane was waiting for your call all night!"
"Dad im sorry. i fell asleep being so tired from work... i was calling ur house but no one was answering. where are you? so i can come over."
"Just meet me at jane's house."
Mark went to Jane's house and much to his
surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The
were so lighted but you can see the gloom on
every person you'll meet there. He was
Jane's mom on tears. She hug him tight
and cried on his shoulders.
"Jane was waiting for you. She didnt come with us because she was waiting for your call. She was killed by robbers that broke in our house.
Shes gone, Mark. She's gone."
"thats impossible..she texted me..how could this happen!"
Mark can't look who's inside the coffin. He
move and it feels like his whole body is
the chair hes seating on. He wanted to cry but it
seems that something is blocking his tears
down. He turn to his phone and read the
messages of Jane.
"baby, im not coming with my mom and dad..im just gonna wait for your call.."
"baby..im so scared... it seems like theres someone downstairs..please call me now!"
"babe..someones here..they might kill me..please call me now, where are you? i need you here..."
"baby.... i love you!..."
He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true
Jane is waiting for his call. Up to her last
she only thinks about him.
He stared at Jane inside the coffin. Suddenly
tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He
anything. The only words he uttered...
"My baby, i'm so sorry! I could have known, i
have fight for you! i'm really sorry! I love you
Now, post this right after u've read it.. if u
something bad will happen 2 ur loved one!

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this goes out to all my astro campies

Sep. 21st, 2004 | 03:33 pm
mood: jubilantjubilant
music: pieces of me- ashlee simpson

i know astro camp was 2 years ago and all, but i had the need to write my LOVELY memories here. i will list the greatest moments in red and kylie astro camp history. (tell me if i forgot n e)
we saw aarons ass: DONT TURN AROUND!...(as he picks a MAJOR wedgie)
we didnt pack for snow, we packed for light rain.. so we brought running shoes. little dinkie thin running shoes... we put those suckers to the max.
we lined out shoes with plastic bags to keep the water out... i didnt have any bags, so i emptied rinas maxi pads (the ones with the BRIGHT green wrappers) and lined my shoes with that packaging. later that day, we had hot chocolate with the whole group, and we all took off our soaking wet shoes. EVERY1 saw my pad packaging lined shoes...Kylie: (points to rina) THEY ARENT MINE, they're hers.
u know when a guy wears a harness and 2 straps go inbetween their legs and emphassize their... Mr's.( u get the picture) well, i showed red that, and then adam, and we were comparing sizes... BIIIIG pedro was in the lead, and bill was following closely behind. unfortunatly, pat didnt have N E bulge. (sorry!) so i said, LETS GO SIGHT SEEING, and then adam started saying it, and it became a BIG joke.
me and spencer church had this on-going snow ball fight the whole time. and he was winning by a lot. and 1 day, he was walking beind me, and i bent over to get a snow ball ready, and he throws 1 at my ass, so i turn around and just throw it hoping it to hit him. it nailed him in the friggin nuts. it was a accident, but grand.
our dorm room was next door to doreen and her crew, and they broke the window so all this cold air was comming thru the window. and our heater was broken. so, caz we were bright crayons in the box back then, we decide to sleep on the floor, bcaz heat rises, so we slept on the floor instead of the top bunk... geniuses, we were.
to dry our socks, we dried them under a blo-dryer, u know the ones u use on ur hands in the bathroms... ya we used them on the socks. GREAT.
we had to try this thing where u had to fix a 'satalite' but u couldnt talk to you other team memebers, so we had to put pvc pipe things (the satalite) together in a pool, with snorkles on, to imitate space. so, right as we get into the swimming pool area, we had to get wetsuits on, and out them on while sitting on the side of the pool. we cant talk, and we have to b silent. while attempting this difficult task, adam falls in the pool and begins to drown.. he screams and what not.
we were tellin brian cohen about our freezing dorm rooms and how we r freezing our asses off, hes all, aw, you should of come and u could sleep with me in my sleeping bag.... 1 week later, hes talking to courtney (WE HATE HER!) and hes all, ya. i dont like rina, shes ugly.
we had to climb this 30ft pole, and no 1 wanted to go first because the little step thingys were covered in snow, so the counsler asks, "who wants to go first?.. ok rina glad u volunteered!".. red didnt even say a word to go first, i think that counsler didnt like red heads.. red was the only minority.
the layers of clothes we wore was ridicules. we had about 4 pairs of pants on and like 6 tops total (not incuding bras). 2 hats, and gloves.
the night we got there, it was at like 3 am when rina woke me up and is all, LOOK, kylie its snowing!.. i am all: great, go back to sleep... and i rolled back over and went straight back to sleep.

and thats our astro camp adventures!

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4 red

Sep. 10th, 2004 | 03:48 pm
mood: draineddrained
music: come what may- moulan rouge

i wish i may,
i wish i might,
be the one you dream of tonight.

i wish i might,
i wish i may,
be the one you ask today.

i wish i may,
i wish i might,
be the one you want for the rest of your life.

i wish i might,
i wish i may,
have god bless me, for one last day.

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ooo goody

Sep. 7th, 2004 | 05:25 pm
mood: crazycrazy
music: vindicated- dashboard confessional

hey hay hey, i just got back from laughlin. found out that my bro is a pot head. cried myself to sleep everynight. i have a sore bootay, and i gained like a gagillion pounds. but i had fun. did a lil water skiing, a lil water tubing, did a lil 'sight seeing' and a lil bit o arcade playing. but i had some sort of fun.

hotel room: $56
stay in laughlin: $250
seeing jeremy ski w/ out shorts on..........priceless.

but hey, i had a fun time, sorta. but my ankle is big fat and blue, so thats always yummy. but it was nice to talk to every1 again.... so k.

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line of the day: YAY they speak english here!

Jul. 17th, 2004 | 11:04 am
mood: lovedloved
music: cha cha slide.....by some1 i do not know

hey everybody!... i just got back from cancun and it was sooooooooooo much fun!! i got a tan, met some hotties, left some hotties, went sailing, swam in the ocean, swam in the p-p-p-p-pool. (because there was soooo much pee in it), danced until past midnight, was stalked by some drunk, got some jewelry, got a little fatter (if possible), and held and iguana on my head- and i have the pictures to proove it. lemme tell you, it was an expierence. it was fun. i would tell you what happened in every detail but that would take up like.... soo much of my time and i dont want to do that so, if u wanna chat about it call me!.... and i am just too damn lazy to type it all so um ya.. sorry but you have to deal with it. lol.

so now i am home for 2 weeks until i leave for england!!
ok last night was pretty funny. we were in the airport waiting for our flight home and we find out that it is delayed 5 friggin hours. so we r ok whatev, so wewait it out. and during that time i almost went ballistic. it was the longest 5 hours of my LIFE! it felt like 298764 trillion years. it was horrible. ok so we get on the plane and it was pretty empty and me and my sister shared 3 seats while my maja and faja had a row each to themselves. we watched 50 first dates, which was cute but boring. then i fell asleep and i woke up to some1 farting, and yes it was my sister. so i was sitting there for like 4 hours w/ my sis farting practically on me. it was fun. so we landed at 1:30 am and i got home at like 2:15 and then i went to sleep. omg it felt sooo good to be in my own bed!!!!! k well that was my chicago-LAX adventure!

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just ate a pizza

Jun. 17th, 2004 | 02:54 pm
mood: hornyhorny
music: im tooo sexy....

and i feel FAT. k summer's awesome..... guys.... dont ever pull a humpme-dumpme...... I HEART RINA'S THROW UP IN MY SHOES. jk lmao.... yeeeeeah shes sick kinda not really. shes in labor is whats really happening..::: laughs:::: k call me lates... 6:0:1:7:4:0:8. make it ring..... please... thanx.

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Jun. 10th, 2004 | 07:49 pm

ok every1 go read rinas journal & lauggh ur head off.... shes under my amigos.

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